How I managed this I'll never know

" The good fuck" You are 56 fuckable!

You're about as fuckable as most people, which is not bad. Actually, it's quite healthy! You know how to act and what's appropriate. You know when it's the time and place for what. And people can use that to see you erotically. It's no surprise that you can attract a good number of people. You're what they want! A realistic babe who knows when to get a bit wild! Yeah, I'd fuck you!

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 21% on humpers

Link: The how fuckable are you? Test written by ShizzleBitch on Ok Cupid

*looks around* hello sorry i haven't posted in a while, been a little overwhelmed. Now that things are getting back on track I have more time/energy to blog. ^_^ *stares blankly at the screen for a while then wakes up* Right then sorryjust a little tired, I got off of work a little while ago and talked with me mum, and U've also been having intresting conversations with many of my friends. I have come to the realization that no matter how mature we think we are we really aren't all that mature. I mean for goodness sakes most of my friends are 20 at the most. we still have loads more time in our short blip of existance. and somehow that comforts me. ok enough with the sappy moment. on to the quote:

Puritanism: The haunting fear that someone, somewhere may be happy.

no offense to any one who is religious i just found it amusing

Hi all!!
I'm sitting at Jed's house using her comp.  We're waiting to go watch Star Wars Episode Three,  it's gonna be a midnight showing, then tomorrow at 7 in the morning im going to catch a plane and go to O'ahu for the weekend >.< yea I'm gonna be totally dead.  BTW the group going to the midnight show with me tonight is Jed, Cres, and Duke *dripping with sarcasm* Oh joy, Oh rapture.  It isn't that I hate him it's the simple fact that my heart and mind get destroied a little more each time I see him and he prefers jester over me.  *sigh* well thats what I get for being the guys ultimate best friend. 

Well, enought with the depressing shit.  I'm going to O'ahu for the weekend WooT!!!! It's gonna be so much fun and I have $$$ to spend ^-^

well g2g I'm gonna play Eternal Darkness and watch Resident Evil the commentary version, but befor I leave heres leggies quote:

Note to self:
This is the last time I go anywhere
with Mr.I-need-to-spend-5min.-in-the-bathroom
-checking-my-hair-and-nails.
-Crescent

Hello mates!!!
sorry been dead recently, still kinda feeling that way as a matter of fact. *blinks*
Guess what... I have a daughter ^-^ she sooooo kawaii!!!! Her name is Felicia. Ashen and jagged have seen her and I’ll post pics of her as soon as i can get my digital camera to work, *begins beating the poor camera* WORK DAMN YOU!!!!!
Anyway other then that there isn't really much to post on. Everyone else in the court is in good spirits and I’m teetering on a knifes edge between minerly fucked up and emotional overload. Lack of sleep isn't helping much, neither is the ‘if-I-keep-saying-I’m-alright-I-will-be’ bit, so I actually have to start taking down some of the walls which is a little more difficult cause my walls in some cases could be considered to be made out of diamond cause their seem impenetrable. then I crack and the world goes to shit.
*blinks again* really need to find something cheerful to write about*
ummm my birthdays coming, granted that isn't much of a good thing, but since people whom i will not name *coughs ‘DUKE!!’* won’t allow me to just not have a party I have to plan a BBQ on memorial day weekend AND a court dinner -_-;; fun, ne?
*felicia steals the keyboard and begins typing*

Hello everyone this is Felicia, I’m a D.o.D. BeA. I’m 14 yrs. old and i HATE the outfit that my mother had on me in the pic cause those are my night clothes but my other clothes are at Helios’ house and i cant get them back yet >.<;;; the other pics are better and mom will post them later right MOM!!! *glares at Ari*
Ari: heh of course dear.
Felicia: good, now mom can take over again.
Ari: yes like mother like daughter violent, cute( at least one of use is, I don't think I am) and threatening when we so choose to be.
here are some crappy-ish pics that i took with my sidekick of felicia

Mom lemme type PLEASE?!?!?!?

Oh my, this is gonna take a while

This is a comfortable spot... Mom, what are you doing with that camera?!?!?!

This pic. scares felicia really badly

Yay I'm gonna go out cause I'm wearing my other outfit. ^-^
Ari: @-@ um no koneko, I just changed ur clothes
Felicia: >.< darn

Now onto the quote:
People think it's all about misery and desperation and death and all that shit which is not to be ignored,
but what they forget is the pleasure of it.
Otherwise we wouldn't do it.
After all, we're not fucking stupid.
At least, we're not that fucking stupid.

Mark Renton, Trainspotting

Bloody hell!!!
How hard is it to say ‘thanks Ari, you saved us some stress’ obviously pretty damn hard, I did a favor for some ‘friends’ and I don’t even get a bloody thank you, and they wonder why I find it weird when I’m thanked. And to add to this, the guy I like is, well, crushing on one of my other friends, but hey I’m cool with that. I am NOT upset. The more I tell my self this the more I kinda start to believe it.

I am not having a birthday thing this year, thank goodness. I don’t need any more stress, and truthfully I just kinda wanna disappear. I don’t need the extra attention, and I don't really want it. I want my bangs back so I can hide myself again. Things are just overwhelming me and I feel like I can’t do anything right at this particular time.

Well here’s a quote, its sorta long but I really like it:

And when I vest my flashing sword and my hand takes hold in judgment,
I will take vengeance upon mine enemies.
And I will repay those who haze me O Lord,
Raise me to Thy right hand and count me among Thy Saints .

Whosoever shed last blood, by Man shall his blood be shed.
For immunity of God make he the man.
Destroy all that which is evil, so that which is good may flourish.
And I shall count thee among my favored sheep.
And you shall have the protection of all the angels in heaven.

Never shall innocent blood be shed.
Yet the blood of the wicked shall flow like a river.
The Three shall spread their blackened wings and be the vengeful striking Hammer of God.

And Shepherds we shall be for Thee, my Lord, for Thee.
Power hath descended forth from Thy hand
Our feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands.
So we shall flow a river forth to Thee.
And teeming with souls shall it ever be.
Now you will receive us.
We do not ask for your poor or your hungry.
We do not want your tired and sick.
It is your corrupt we claim.
It is your evil that will be sought by us.

With every breath we shall hunt them down.
Each day we will spill their blood ‘til it rains down from the skies.
Do not kill, do not rape, do not steal.
These are principles, which every man of every faith can embrace.
These are not polite suggestions, these are codes of behavior and those of you that ignore them will pay the dearest cost.
There are varying degrees of evil.
We urge you lesser forms of filth not to push the bounds and cross over into true corruption, into our domain.
But if you do you, one day you will look behind you and you will see we three, and on that day, you will reap it.

And we will send you to whatever god you wish.

And shepherds we shall be,
for Thee my Lord for Thee,
power hath descended forth from Thy hand,
that our feet may swiftly carry out Thy command.
We shall flow a river forth to Thee,
and teeming with souls shall it ever be.

In Nomine Patrie, Et Fili, Spiritus Sancti
- The Boondock Saints (I love this quote)

Damn you. damn you for simply existing, do you know how many times I've cried now, you narcisitic sunnova bitch. Thak you for reminding me that I really have no fucking chance at being compatable with anyone. Thank you for drilling into my head that I am nothing more then the best friend, that I am just used to get to my friends. I'm so FUCKING sorry that I'm human. Here let me give you my last peice of my heart so you can destroy that. Do you think I'm blind, that I'm fucking clueless I'm sorry I ever attempted to be around you I'm sorry I found you amusing I'm sorry i attempted to be your friend cause I'm not good enough for that. No the only reason you kept me close was to get towards my other friends just like the others you no better then that asshole that kissed me. I mean nothing to you. You really wouldm't care if i dissapered at this moment ne? You always say something else, that you won't forget me, yea you won't you won't forget what a fool I am and how I foolishly gave you my heart on a silver platter. How i wear my heart on my sleeve because I don't like being a robot. Please go on your merry way and leave me to my darkness, there hopefully you'll turn into nothing more then a scar that will remind me how untrust worthy men are, something i can add to the collection that I have.

Sorry mates, needed to vent
ja

After watching the movie "Hitchhikers guide to the galaxy" I am left with two feelings;
one being I know want to carry a large beach towel with me where ever I go, and the other one being, never trust a mouse, they want your questions.

So yea, had a great time with my mother and am now heading home to bed or phone or actual computer, all of which are wonderful things. Not that I don't appreciate the sidekick *glomps dad* I luv u daddy.

Time for another quote:
"you lead a relativly strange life, now got to bed."
-my mom (again)

Yes my mother is an intresting women and one of the biggest insperations in my life.

I'll see you all l8er
Ja matta

So, my mother and I walk into starbucks and my mother takes the only availible seat near a gtoup of adolsent-wanna-be-punks sending the 'go away vibes' to them to no avail of course. When I get the drinks and come to sit down one of them gets up and says "Well, I'm gonna go outside." And the rest of the follow suit. It seems that I can be very intimidating when I so desire it. Mind you I wasn't trying to be, it just happened.

So let's see I need a quote to put up:
"Beauty's only skin deep,
Stupid goes all the way through."
-my mom

And now I'm sitting in an empty theater with my mother and we're waiting for "Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy" to start. And we're making comments on the commercials. So that's all

"If your not willing to sound stupid you don't deserve to be in love"
-Amanda pete 'A lot like love'

This just showed up on the screen and I thought it was amusing and sadly I agree with it.
-_-;;;
Yes I am a hopless romantic, too bad I kinda have to stop that, too many heartbreaks I have to get over a guy that has really messed me up
*sigh* cest la vi

Ja matta minna-chan

You scored as Pissed at the World Cat. And here we have the next serial killer. Try having some cotton candy, it'll make you feel all warm and fuzzy inside, Psycho. Pissed at the World Cat 50% Ninja Cat 50% Couch Potato Cat 42% Derranged Cat 17% Drunk Cat 8% Nerd Cat 8% Love Machine Cat 0% Which Absurd Cat are you? created with QuizFarm.com

Some how this bloody fits me, granted I don't think I'm THAT crazy. I could be wrong though. -_- Gods I'm tired. Isn't the kitten KAWAII!!!!!!;3 i love kittens.

So I think nows a good time to put up a quote *rumages around on her computer for the numerous files of quotes she has*
......
15 mins l8er
...
FIANLLY
here it is folks:
(as if anyones intrested)

Love is a perky little elf, dancing a merry little jig… and suddenly he turns on you with a miniature machine gun.

Yo how is everyone on this lovely day?
*stares into the crowd only to discover there is no crowd*
.....
Wow, there is absolutely no one here, oh well guess that means i have to attack more tag boards... Once i find more to attack that is
*looks for ashen and jagged*
Noooo their not here. Damn, no I have to try and be social. That's so not cool.

well here is something amusing that i found while going through my computer so i thought I’d share it:

THE YEAR'S BEST [ACTUAL] HEADLINES OF
2003:

Crack Found on Governor's Daughter

Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says

Police Begin Campaign to Run Down Jaywalkers

Iraqi Head Seeks Arms

Is There a Ring of Debris around Uranus?

Prostitutes Appeal to Pope

Panda Mating Fails; Veterinarian Takes Over

Teacher Strikes Idle Kids

Miners Refuse to Work after Death

Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant

War Dims Hope for Peace

If Strike Isn't Settled Quickly, It May Last Awhile

Cold Wave Linked to Temperatures

Enfield (London) Couple Slain; Police Suspect Homicide

Red Tape Holds Up New Bridges

Man Struck By Lightning Faces Battery Charge

New Study of Obesity Looks for Larger Test Group

Astronaut Takes Blame for Gas in Spacecraft

Kids Make Nutritious Snacks

Chef Throws His Heart into Helping Feed Needy

Local High School Dropouts Cut in Half

Hospitals are Sued by 7 Foot Doctors

And the winner is....

Typhoon Rips Through Cemetery; Hundreds Dead

And leggies quote of the day, or moment, or minute.... yea you get the idea

We're breaking the rules!!
You should never put a cap on violence!!
Surpressing violent urges only leads to psychological internal violence!
Got it?
If I were to use an analogy I would turn to yeast!
The root of all bread-making!!
- Haruko

Ok so heres another entry, god my head hurts I'm absolutely losing my mind, but thats not anything that needs to be posted for the world to see. Leggies random quote of the monent is: Cru' de te
a viccious overthrow of vegitables i need to get a laptop, or steal ashens ^_^ *quietly begins sneaking off as ashen is oblivious* la la la no i wouldnt do that, *crosses fingers behind back* well now i have to give back ashens laptop so I'll see ya'll later buh bye now